and still.....

while watching TV last night, I saw Terrence Howard on the late late show on CBS and he said something that resonated very deeply with me. He was talking about his ex wife and mentioned why is it that when you want to give a woman your all...she flees farther and faster away from you but when you just don't give a care in the world she comes looking for you and wanting to stick around. I've just realized that women are like cats, being that I had two cats instead of dogs as a kid, I understand the behavior of cats more than I understand my own actions.
Whenever someone would try to pick up a cat and pet it, they were surely guaranteed a few scratches. Even trying to call my own cat to me was something that was a challenge in itself. It seemed like just at those moments when I didn't care what my cat was doing that it would come nowhere out of the blue and jump on my lap, purring so gently that it made me feel happy it was mine. An attempt to reach out and pet it would immediately end our short moment of bonding.

still more bad dreams for me tonight. Even worse than all of the others that I'd come to have to this point.
One scene in particular is the movement of clouds close to the ground. I remember standing outside with a girl whose face i couldn't see and all of a sudden there was this blast of cold air and very thick and dark clouds decended upon the yard we were standing in, the clouds were so thick that I had to run back into the house in a crouching position. I turned around and the clouds were mimicking a waving motion and then all of a sudden a plane bigger than any aircraft I've ever seen fell from the sky right where I'd been standing and the entire ground was covered in red...something like a scene from "War of the Worlds" when the Aliens were liquifying humans and spraying their fluids across the open fields. It's not described as vivid as it was when i had it but trust me people it was the most frightening thing I've ever dreamed up.

moving on to a lighter subject, I've been pleased so far with the job Aaron Mcgruder has done on the TV production of the Boondocks. At first when I'd heard about the Boondocks coming to TV, my mood was that of cautious enthusiasm, it was not until after a few episodes that I begin to truly feel that it was be a good show that would be back for a second run.

A few days from now saturday, we will play our first Rugby tournament Frozen Dip.
I'm excited and can't wait.

So far..so good

So far so good, things are now going the way that I've wanted them to go for a while. After begin nervous for more than two weeks before going to take a typing test for my new job which required me to have a typing speed of 50-75 WPM. I finally passed with 65 WPM. A great improvement from 29 WPm the first time wouldn't you say?
The great thing about this job is that it doesnt begin until I get back from Sping Break in the great state of California. during our roadtrip we plan to stop in some of the major and most happening cities of california...like San Diego, LA, San Jose, San Francisco just to name a few. I think we're going to cause a bit of trouble.
I'm like to make commitments but keeping them is ever so hard. I made a new year's resolution to call my mother every sunday but that resolution has not fallen through yet, I still have some work to do on that.
I've come to have pretty interesting dreams these days, sometimes very frightening that I wake up sweating and even crying. Though scary my dreams are sometimes entertaining.
last night I dreamded of being in a dungeon when Prince was thrown in with me, i was ecstatic and started screaming "Oh shit! man what did you get thrown in for? killing someone? I love that song "Erotic City" and "Pu**y control", you the shit Prince, yea!" and then he got riddled with bullets and beheaded. At this time I was sweating bullets in bed and woke up to the sound of my alarm.

Whats on TV

See I like to watch TV not everyday but those times when I just feel lazy or suffering from another case of THE ITIS. I've been very bothered by TV now a days.
I've come to realize that there are just too many niggaz on TV. Niggaz are those people (especially black) that make you cringe when you see them because you know that they're going to do something absolutely stupid. It's like Chris Rock said, "I like Black people, but I hate Niggaz".
One show that doesn't lack an ample supply of NIGGAZ is the MTV show "The Shop" where some of today's most popular Niggaz go to get their haircut and yell about absolutely nothing.
They scream, jump around and throw shit around...reminicent of a scene at a zoo, but why argue, MTV's making a "cut" and those NIggaz are going to be replaced with another show of the same caliber.
Another show I don't get is Nick Cannon's wildin' out or what ever the hell he calls it, as MTV is a promoter of FADS, it isn't hard to note that NIGGAZ are the newest fad, they're all over the place like sugar on doughnuts.